Blaen y Cwm by Ceri Barclay |
As I look at this painting daily there has always been a
desire in me to stand at the same spot as the artist and see if my own looking
at the scene has some link to artistic visualisation. Therefore, up to Blaen y
Cwm or as it is on some signposts and on some maps Blaencwm.
From Cardiff the journey is quick to Pontypridd and then
seems to slow down the further up the valley you go. After Treorchy the road was
closed with a diversion through an industrial estate reducing the progress to a
crawl. I drive on, followed by a bus whose destination board declares ‘130 Blaencwm’.
I pass a road sign that informs me I am now in Blaen y Cwm still reassuringly
followed by the Blaencwm Stagecoach bus. I reach the end of the road and park
on the tarmac that is the bus terminal.
Camera in hand I walk around looking for the scene that is
on my living room wall. I don't find it. There is something about the way the
houses are depicted in the painting which is difficult to find on the ground.
My painting has the backs of the houses facing each other with their short
gardens in between, then as you look at the row of gardens in the painting
there is the mountain, the valley side. This orientation is different to what I
am looking at. I don't find the spot the artist stood on. I wonder at all the
reasons encompassed by artistic license that explain why it is not possible for
me to locate the site on this day. But then, perhaps the reason I don't find it
is nothing to do with the artist but everything to do with me looking in the
wrong place. I walk through the few streets and houses that make up this little, now ex-mining, village.
I sit on a seat by the bus terminal. Soon an older woman joins me and we begin to talk about the place. I ask about the correct spelling. Is it Blaen y Cwm or Blaencwm?
“Well here we all think it is Blaen y Cwm. That's the way in which we were taught and we keep on using it.” The lady tells me she has lived here all her life. “In the old days there was more Welsh spoken everywhere and the name is really the Welsh way. We were told in school that it got called Blaencwm because there wasn't enough room to put to ‘y’ on front of the bus.” We laugh at it being the bus’s fault.
“It used to be so dirty here, a small place with two
collieries and all them trains going all the time. Everything was black; you
couldn't get anything clean. Now it's so different. Everything changes.”
Somehow or other we get onto the theme of politics and she
tells me she does not understand how people could vote to leave Europe.
“They've given us so much here - I got my grants to do at my house from the EU.
But I don't think we'll get much now because nobody is bothered about this
place.” We part, she getting on the bus now labelled ‘Pontypridd’ and me
getting into my car.
I go back down the Valley to the next village of Tynewydd. It is a hot day and I need a drink so I look for a shop. There a poor selection of what are now known as ‘retail outlets’ and most of them appear closed.
There is one shop on the road with nighties in the window and fruit on the outside. It is a small shop that has obviously been put together on the superstore model - everything is included, fruit and veg, bakery, dry goods, a few medicines, wool for knitting, needles and threads, some clothes, school uniforms, nappies, it is an agency for dry-cleaning and oh yes some second hand books.
I buy my drink and in a way continue my previous conversation.
“I suppose you’ve seen many changes?”
“Lots. Everything looks brighter now, but there are no jobs and no railway.”
I remember there was a tunnel just up the valley that ran
through hill. A tunnel that went from Blaen y Cym through to Blaengwyfi in the
Afan Valley and the railway line would have taken the train onto Port Talbot,
Neath and Swansea. It is now the longest disused tunnel in Wales at 3,443 yards
opened in 1890 and closed in 1968.
“Yes they want to make it into a cycle path now. It's a pity
they can't make it into a road because it gets blocked up here sometimes in the
winter and it would be a way out for us.”
I wondered if she ever took the train to Swansea.
“Yes it did go to Swansea but we always got off at Aberavon
beach. It was a long walk to the sea but when you are a kid, you don't mind.
There were no houses there then, just sand and the sea and kids enjoying
themselves.”
I thanked her for her memory.
I drive on up to the Rhigos overlooking the Neath Valley
with, in the distance, the rolling hills of Mid Wales lined up as waves approaching
the shore of Offa’s Dyke.
I walk down to the fence where people leave memorials
to those who have passed away; dogs and grandmothers, brothers, grandfathers and
sisters, mums and dads. An expansive place to come to hold memories of people and
the sand and sea and just kids enjoying themselves.
At this resting place the wind turbines moves with the monotony of languid time |